Happy Belated Birthday Post, Happy Birthday Dinx! 20 eh~

OKAY... SO ON THURSDAY WAS FREAKY D MOZ'S BIRTHDAY~ AND TO CELEBRATE WE SUPRISED HIM WITH A BIRTHDAY CAKE AT THE BC, WE WANTED TO BUY HIM AN ICE-CREAM BUT THE CAKE SHOPS ALL AROUND GADONG HAD BLACKOUTS SO, THE ICE-CREAM CAKES WERE EITHER TOOO SOFT OR ALREADY MELTING SO SORRY TO DISSAPOINT FREAKY~ AND SORRY OUR SUPRISE WAS NOT MERIAH =( BUT HOPE YOU HAD FUN DINX!

Every day is day one

"Its like a new age, a time for second chances"


"The whole world's waking up now, to the realisation that there are no guarantees"


"Forgiveness cant wait, Love cant wait and there isn't time for fear or regret"


"Every day is day one"


All quotes i borrowed from the latest book that i've read and fallen in love with;

SOULLESS by CHRISTOPHER GOLDEN

At first i read it modestly... trying to give the book a chance, then as the story goes on, i cant help but wanting... wanting to know what was going to happen next... as i turned each page, tracing each word gently with my perfectly manicured finger, empathy took over me... every emotion i experienced after that came from the book, fear, despair, panic... every sentence, i visualise with excruciating detail... the decaying corpse, the blood drenched streets, the torn flesh and the blood curtling screams... the images were played in my mind, i was reading a book yet i was also watching movie except, it was in my mind~ oh the horror, people ripped apart limb from limb, their living flesh torn from their faces by the dead's teeth, their guts gnawed at... the irony of the book is, that the dead are seeking out those who loved them in life and those they left behind and it is those loved ones that dead feast on~ the idea of you getting eaten by the person you loved is very disturbing yet somehow poetic in a way~ SOULLESS grabs you by the throat and doesn't let you go until the very last page, if your imagination is stronger than you'd imagine, then i suggest you read it with the light on...

The Weird Way how the World Works Which I Unwillingly accept

Hey guys, just got back from watching a movie with Hong and Zid, the movie was "Bedtime Stories, it was good but not that great cause its kinda like a "kid movie" or a better way to describe it, its a sort of "Disney-ish movie"... anyways while at the mall i met someone whom i sorta like, wow! in having a crush confession! wawawa! actually there are probably 2 or 3 people in this country that im crushing for and this "someone" is one of them! i even got to hug this "someone", hahaha! praise the lord for presenting this opportunity! yay! hahaha! anyways, lets rewind~ before watchin the movie, we went to vist the GBL-MD and ate together at thyes then we had a good old hangin out thing at the BC, our safe haven and well, where we have fun and cohabitate~ it was good to spend those times with freaky and yazid~ i miss them both! so much! i miss talking to them about the "someones" and talking to them about life and the stresses that come along with it~ gawd! i really need to find another way to vent my issues~ anyways, today was actually the day me n zid wanted to register to study zone, so i invited freaky and hong along to join but in the end freaky had to go home early, thats why only the 3 of us watched the movie... Soo anyways i already told my dad by text that i was watching a movie with a friend and when i finally got home, mom was in a very bitchy mood saying things like if im done with the a-level, she wouldnt care if i never went home and trust me her toungue can be very venomous during time like these, i mean what the fuck! if ya didnt want me to go scurrying off with my friends, you could've told dad to tell me to get my ass back home! i mean i already told that and he was okay with it, i wont mind if mom would've just told me not to go instead being this bitch from hell... anyways, whatever, all water under the bridge... its funny how little things like this turns people into ugly beasts, and i meant both me and my mom cause we are both exerting unfriendly auras like, its not like watching a couple of movies with friends will crash a whole year of studying, i get that she wants me to be successful but what i actually want from then till now is a simple life with a simple job and society's acceptance, no stress and no fuss, bt nooo, the world is never simple therefore life will never be simple and society? well, lets just say that they still have problems with my kind that seem to never dissapear~ thats just the way the world works, and i must accept eventhough its weird to accept it instead of doing anything about, well im just a tear drop in an ocean full of people, what can one little tear drop do~ lets just face the facts of life~ on another note, i've changed my blocks in school;
Block 1-Eng Lit
Block 2-PS
Block 3-Socio
Block 4-EAS
Block 5 -Maths
now at least i have friends in Eng Lit and Sociology sooo its gooood~ haha~ today was actually great, minus the rampaging bull of a mother i have, but that wont keep me down, i may be just a tiny lil tear drop but im a feisty tiny lil tear drop who will do something big with his life, one small step at a time~

The Rational Reaction of one's Respective Ramshackled and Rabid Reality

i've been cutting down on caffeine these past few days hoping that my weird, sick and icky dreams would be gone and indeed they have but another form of dreams have taken its place...
the dreams that im havin now are way better than formerly weird dreams but problem is that its disturbing, sure it aint sick or anythin but i cant but help to try to figure out what they mean, the dreams are portrayed in such a way that it acts a warning of some sort... maybe a sort of premonition maybe... its not that i've never had dreams like these but usually they come by once maybe twice a month, not everytime i fall asleep, its creepin me out really, but hey the mind can play nasty and insensitive tricks on your ass so might as well take it like a bitch, its not like we can change what we dream, right? sometimes i even forget that the dreams were dreams cause they kind of act as an old memory of some sort, no exagerations whatsoever, sooo kind of lost my reality for a little while but luckily yesterday we met with the GBL-MD so i felt blissful even if it was only for a few hours, had talks with Yazid, my bestie along with some laughs and also had some laughs with Freaky, whom i now consider as one of my besties, i hope he does to... havent told anyone bout the dreams but... i guess im not ready, besides their just dreams, i'd be wasting other people's precious time, anyways, to try to stir my dreams into another direction, i've been reading books about fantasy, books i bought a long time ago but havent read and kind of regreted did'nt read it earlier cause its a very good book and i also had a video call with Freaky, yesterday and we talked for about an hour and a half give or take, it was kind of a friendship talk so i wont be filling in the details but it was fun and im thankful that i heve besties like a Freaky and Yazid... speaking bout besties i'll mention my other 2 besties, Fadh and Nqb... below is the "Prnt Scrn" i took during the video call with Freaky and the current book im reading while doing this post...

Pardon the smile, i was trying to be cute posing with my birthday presents, the teddy was from zid and the devil was from hong...

the book is called "revealers" by amanda marrone

Ring around the rosie, and around and around repeatedly

i forgot to blog about this afternoon cause it just came to my mind~ hehehe! today, nys was the one to send me home, we went off from school at about 2.30 so when we reached at tanjung bunut we decided to find a place to hang and so we entered selayun just for kicks but then... the first time, we just kept going left and ended up at the beginning! turns out we were driving in a circle,hahaha! pacah, but then nys decided to have a go at it again so we entered selayun the 2nd time but this time when we saw the simpang that said selayun jerudong we went in and about a half and hour and an uncountable amount of humps later we finally found a way out! gila wah! mna bnyak simpang2 nya ah! we saw a goat which i thought to be a weird creature because the first thing i saw was its ass so i thought it was some sort of headless creature or somethin! hahaha! gila wh tu yo! tekajut th! we also went throught the most larak jln ever! D MOST th lupak nya ah! and also countless amounts of beautiful houses, tampat org kaya tmpt dlm2 ah! and also encountered many creepy trees and even a tree branch that looks like a dick! hahaha! but when we finally got out of that freakin maze we went to jerudong park tmpat org makn yg kosong ah and we lepak'd there while playing cards which i lost continuusly! rugged th tmpatnya tpi dang! benyamuk kaliah! hahahahahah! anyways just wanted to add that to my blog posts today,hehehehe

Todays deisignated driver ~~~~~~~ NYSAH ~~~~~~~

Delusional DubDub Danger

Hey ya'll! so its been wha? more than a week since i became a PTEK and we've created the new GBL dubbed GGS... and heard that JT is now officially the head of discipline in PTEK and already the GGS is on the way in gettin banned all due some snobby parents complaining of seeing students smokin at the GS, apakn? luan jwa eh! what they dont know wont hurt wh! mcm th kmi membwa anak kmu besigup! malas kuu ah... and it is also said that the people who hang out at the GS should be reported... kn mati kalieh... over~ lau GS off limits, di mana th kn kmi lepak tuu, where do we go to be unseen by the social conformists? huh? social deviance have no place to coincide with the social conformists! te bwa Socio tarus dang! jan nda galat! hahaha! oh and did i mention my socio teacher is Rahmah and for my first impression to my socio classmates this year is by coming into class half an hour late cause i didnt attend the first day so i didnt know the afternoon class started at 1 soo jdi D MOST th! hahaha~and i also enjoy my math now because of MS PPP, rugged kn the nicknmae i gave her! haahaha~ anyways back to the main point... since JT is the head of discipline, and the GGS is gonna be off-limits that means... another danger to confront! wow! hahaha~ rugged eh! hahaha~

Music Playing: Halo by Bethany Joy Lenz

The Irreversibly Insane Insomniac Mind Scarring Instituion

Its 1 a.m.-ish and i cant get myself to sleep, dunno why but its seriously cramping my sleeping schedule dude! seriously and whenever i sleep i have these very sick dreams that would probably make mentally scarred, sooo, im not a big fan of my dreams these day but they would'nt be considered as nightmares but... god wish i could unload all this fucked up dreams to Z but malangnya ia d MD soo im left here having brief flashes of those weord twisted and maniacle dreams.... i feel so unholy right now... maybe hong was right, maybe the caffeine from the icy lemon tea can effect sleep therefore affect dreams... seram... mental note to self~ temporarily stop drinking the icy lemon tea and look up dream therapy online =) oh, i remember the nights when my dreams used to be normal and filled with adventure and good things that dont make sense but now, i would rather stay up and have insomnia than having these twisted, sick and shall i say hellish dreams.... ewww, had another sick dream flash and it aint pretty and i dont even have the stomach to describe it... guess be better that i stop before i pass out =s

Praise the Tech

Hey! today we have already started learning and to my unluckiness, my classmates arent, well, as you say "meriah"... my Eng Lit was okay since i knew about 8 of the people there but heres the catch, there the "front" people, u know, people who hang in the front during in MD, hahahaha! so there's some social awkwardness because they already know each other, seriously, in my ELT class, everyone knows everyone with the exception of me sooo again, social awkwardness~ wow!!! hahaha! my EAS class was a bit peculiar, cause the teacher, i think, has some sort of mental disorder or something but he's kind and all but he's the type that i would not describe as "just my regular cup of tea", he talks to cats, mumbles to himself and has a big ass accent that half of the time i dont understand... and last but not least MTHS, im in the cute teacher's class, hehehehe~ she's petite, cute and has slight curves but she does lack in the booby and booty section but she's nice so i'll give her a thumbs up... for now... there's plenty of time for her to go berserk soooo we'll see how it goes.... sooo, i had a video call with Freaky last night and lets just say our convo was very meriah eventhough there was a bit of a hearing problem on both sides, hahahaha! in Freaky's own words, he said our convo was "cakap pasal si ani and cakap pasal si atu" hahahaha! who we talked about? well the question should be, who we DIDNT talk about!!! hahahah! so we ended up "print screen" and here is the result, plus i added the "print screen" from my webcam-ing with Fadh last 2 weeks

At a Lost

So, i was rummaging through my bag and guess what i found out, well, to be precise, guess what i lost? my school schedule along with the rooms that im supposed to be in each block... So i automatically shout (in my head, mind you) "IM SCREWED!!!"... so here i am tryin to figure out how am i gonna find my classes tomorrow... guess i hafta meet with the teacher again tomorrow morning... oh god and im so not totally in the mood for scolding... well... anyways tomorrow is gonna be a tough day cause were gonna start learning tomorrow... but hope to god that i'll be in a studying mood tomorrow cause i really need to score during both june and november sooo... i'll keep my party mode on the down-low... sooo... anyways during these crisis, i usually buy lots and lots of DVD's to cope with the stress but problem is... i've bought and seen every new releases of TV series so im coming up short of DVDs to watch next week! OH NO!!! btw next week im gona register to S2dy Zone for Maths and hopefully EAS sooo... guess i'll be near gadong after all...

The Middleman Montage

So i could not find the perfect middleman trailer so i'll give u the next best thing, a middleman photo montage~ enjoy~

The Middleman Logo

Starring; The Very Hot Matt Keeslar

and the equally hot Natalie Morales

The cast of Middleman

The Floor-hits-ass predicament

FINALLY!!! The individual schedules have finally been given out!!! and im sad to say that, i dont have a friend in Sociology, Maths, English Lit and EAS! everyone i knew who are taking these subjects have different blocks than mine, and their blocks are also different from each other! its like brabis hantap ya menshuffle! and btw my PS is now BLCK 2 and thank god my PS is the same with Fadil's, yay! jdi tah anyways yesterday we went swimming and as you know last night was the biggest ass rain storm ever! i mean, i told my parents i'd be home by 8 but because of the biggest ass rain storm ever! we had to shelter ourselves at kiulap where we played pool and while some of us played cards... we ended up going home at 10+, i know its like early but skulah plg sudah ne~ malas ku ah... my parents were pretty pissed more or less, and to add to that, on my way rushing into my house i slipped on the very wet verandah due to the biggest ass rain storn ever! and went tumbling down like a house of cards... my ass and thigh still aches until now, god! that was an extremely hard fall, thank god i fell ass first, but i was still laughed at by my bro, bro-in-law and friend of bro's who were hangin at the verandah... embarassing? well... YES!!! but in the end my parents were like slamba! shit! i slipped on hard tiles for nothing!!! shit!! hahaahaha but last night was very fun cause its been a while since we just... hanged out.... and today i spent time in md with the GGS =) and the GBL... and then watched "YES man" with my bestest bud who is totally lonely in MD and had a new haircut... YAZID! hahahaha! owh and i would just like to inform you the new TV series that i fell in love with... "The Middleman" starring Matt Keeslar and Natalie Morales... i'll post the pics later.... 5 words describing the show; Hillarious, Quirky, Action-filled, Sci-fi and Supernatural =)

Infinite Human Stupidity

Okay, So its been 4 days that we've been a PTEK-ian and theres so much to complain about im not gonna bitch about it in this whole post... well, i havent been blogging much cause im afraid theres nothing much to blog about but now there IS something to blog about cause guess what? JT aka Jimmy Toh the infamous foe but sometimes ally of the GBL is now in Katok... WOW!!! we are like so lucky dude! hahaha, anyways, for the past 2 days, been spending after lunch blocks with Nys cause she's the only 1 free during those blocks... cause of that, now, i can play Joker, hahahah! D Most th! Ktawa tya ganya kmi dang! jgn nda galat! hahahah! anyways based on the post title, here is the reason why the only 2 things that are infinite is the universe and human stupidity, its just the first week in school and already were escaping classes and we dont even care about the consequences, hahahahah! we know its wrong but we still do it, one of the reasons why human stupidity is infinite! you should keep that in mind thought....

Phrase of the Day=The only 2 things that are infinite is the universe and human stupidity

Phrase of the day brought to you by my BRO

School From Hell... Well, South of Hell actually...

So today we finally came to KATOK and lemme tell u that the school is soooo bullshit! no place to hang out, no place to escape and definitely no place to smoke! im really considering that MD even with its hellish SA demons, that MD is way better! Yazid was supposed to a PTEK but due to the school's kait betakang-ness, he was sent back to MD because PTEK did'nt have any computers for IT students... but useless sewing machines they bought!!! apa?!? kn jdikn kilang kh skulah ah?! kmi jdi tukang jahit!!! and the discipline teacher makes Cgu Lina an Angel... D Most ah! first day tah meneriali org ah!! palui!!! and BTW today is HONGS 20th BIRTHDAY!!!! YAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONG!!!!

Belated New Years Pics

Here are some picture from the GBL new year gathering... i know that its bit late but considering the GBL status right now... i think its best to post as much GBL pics during happier times =) So Enjoy please...

P.T.E.K

Tomorrow will be the first day of school semester of an upper six and im really nervous cause im hoping that the schedule would be shuffled and im really hoping that my PS woul be the same as Zid's or at least be classmates with him in either Sociology or EAS or both... both would be even better... or at least share a block with Hong, Fadh or Naqib.... im feeling very freaky right now but if all goes well tomorrow than thank god! oh god let Katok be a pheomenal experience for the GBL of PTEK and hope the GBL of MD would be fine... and hope that our bond will never weaken but instead gets stronger.... Amin.....