i've been cutting down on caffeine these past few days hoping that my weird, sick and icky dreams would be gone and indeed they have but another form of dreams have taken its place...
the dreams that im havin now are way better than formerly weird dreams but problem is that its disturbing, sure it aint sick or anythin but i cant but help to try to figure out what they mean, the dreams are portrayed in such a way that it acts a warning of some sort... maybe a sort of premonition maybe... its not that i've never had dreams like these but usually they come by once maybe twice a month, not everytime i fall asleep, its creepin me out really, but hey the mind can play nasty and insensitive tricks on your ass so might as well take it like a bitch, its not like we can change what we dream, right? sometimes i even forget that the dreams were dreams cause they kind of act as an old memory of some sort, no exagerations whatsoever, sooo kind of lost my reality for a little while but luckily yesterday we met with the GBL-MD so i felt blissful even if it was only for a few hours, had talks with Yazid, my bestie along with some laughs and also had some laughs with Freaky, whom i now consider as one of my besties, i hope he does to... havent told anyone bout the dreams but... i guess im not ready, besides their just dreams, i'd be wasting other people's precious time, anyways, to try to stir my dreams into another direction, i've been reading books about fantasy, books i bought a long time ago but havent read and kind of regreted did'nt read it earlier cause its a very good book and i also had a video call with Freaky, yesterday and we talked for about an hour and a half give or take, it was kind of a friendship talk so i wont be filling in the details but it was fun and im thankful that i heve besties like a Freaky and Yazid... speaking bout besties i'll mention my other 2 besties, Fadh and Nqb... below is the "Prnt Scrn" i took during the video call with Freaky and the current book im reading while doing this post...
the dreams that im havin now are way better than formerly weird dreams but problem is that its disturbing, sure it aint sick or anythin but i cant but help to try to figure out what they mean, the dreams are portrayed in such a way that it acts a warning of some sort... maybe a sort of premonition maybe... its not that i've never had dreams like these but usually they come by once maybe twice a month, not everytime i fall asleep, its creepin me out really, but hey the mind can play nasty and insensitive tricks on your ass so might as well take it like a bitch, its not like we can change what we dream, right? sometimes i even forget that the dreams were dreams cause they kind of act as an old memory of some sort, no exagerations whatsoever, sooo kind of lost my reality for a little while but luckily yesterday we met with the GBL-MD so i felt blissful even if it was only for a few hours, had talks with Yazid, my bestie along with some laughs and also had some laughs with Freaky, whom i now consider as one of my besties, i hope he does to... havent told anyone bout the dreams but... i guess im not ready, besides their just dreams, i'd be wasting other people's precious time, anyways, to try to stir my dreams into another direction, i've been reading books about fantasy, books i bought a long time ago but havent read and kind of regreted did'nt read it earlier cause its a very good book and i also had a video call with Freaky, yesterday and we talked for about an hour and a half give or take, it was kind of a friendship talk so i wont be filling in the details but it was fun and im thankful that i heve besties like a Freaky and Yazid... speaking bout besties i'll mention my other 2 besties, Fadh and Nqb... below is the "Prnt Scrn" i took during the video call with Freaky and the current book im reading while doing this post...
Pardon the smile, i was trying to be cute posing with my birthday presents, the teddy was from zid and the devil was from hong...
the book is called "revealers" by amanda marrone
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