Hey guys, just got back from watching a movie with Hong and Zid, the movie was "Bedtime Stories, it was good but not that great cause its kinda like a "kid movie" or a better way to describe it, its a sort of "Disney-ish movie"... anyways while at the mall i met someone whom i sorta like, wow! in having a crush confession! wawawa! actually there are probably 2 or 3 people in this country that im crushing for and this "someone" is one of them! i even got to hug this "someone", hahaha! praise the lord for presenting this opportunity! yay! hahaha! anyways, lets rewind~ before watchin the movie, we went to vist the GBL-MD and ate together at thyes then we had a good old hangin out thing at the BC, our safe haven and well, where we have fun and cohabitate~ it was good to spend those times with freaky and yazid~ i miss them both! so much! i miss talking to them about the "someones" and talking to them about life and the stresses that come along with it~ gawd! i really need to find another way to vent my issues~ anyways, today was actually the day me n zid wanted to register to study zone, so i invited freaky and hong along to join but in the end freaky had to go home early, thats why only the 3 of us watched the movie... Soo anyways i already told my dad by text that i was watching a movie with a friend and when i finally got home, mom was in a very bitchy mood saying things like if im done with the a-level, she wouldnt care if i never went home and trust me her toungue can be very venomous during time like these, i mean what the fuck! if ya didnt want me to go scurrying off with my friends, you could've told dad to tell me to get my ass back home! i mean i already told that and he was okay with it, i wont mind if mom would've just told me not to go instead being this bitch from hell... anyways, whatever, all water under the bridge... its funny how little things like this turns people into ugly beasts, and i meant both me and my mom cause we are both exerting unfriendly auras like, its not like watching a couple of movies with friends will crash a whole year of studying, i get that she wants me to be successful but what i actually want from then till now is a simple life with a simple job and society's acceptance, no stress and no fuss, bt nooo, the world is never simple therefore life will never be simple and society? well, lets just say that they still have problems with my kind that seem to never dissapear~ thats just the way the world works, and i must accept eventhough its weird to accept it instead of doing anything about, well im just a tear drop in an ocean full of people, what can one little tear drop do~ lets just face the facts of life~ on another note, i've changed my blocks in school;
Block 1-Eng Lit
Block 2-PS
Block 3-Socio
Block 4-EAS
Block 5 -Maths
now at least i have friends in Eng Lit and Sociology sooo its gooood~ haha~ today was actually great, minus the rampaging bull of a mother i have, but that wont keep me down, i may be just a tiny lil tear drop but im a feisty tiny lil tear drop who will do something big with his life, one small step at a time~
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