Hey guys, as you know, its the start of the school holidays soo hooray... anyways i havent been feeling well cause frankly i feel betrayed and untrusted by my parents, yet they still have the nerve to act as though as nothing has happened~ i hate school holidays cause you dont get to meet your friends much and there is no one to comfort you when your feelin down~ thats what im feeling right now, down... i dunno why but its the same old story again, everytime im at home, i get depressed, sad and somehow maniacly emotional, which are traits of mine that i do not care to express cause these feelings bring out the ugly side of me, instead of my usual care-free and optimistic self, what comes out is a pessimistic and gloomy stranger... i know that its normal that everyone has 2 sides, but i prefer to prevent my unappealing side from surfacing cause... others may be affected by it, unintentionally though, but not Zid or shall i say Donut (he wants me to start calling him Donut) cause he understands me, so much that he lets everything slide when my dark side takes over~ even if some of my words may wound him deeply, he still lets it slide, for that im very thankful to have Donut as a friend, better yet as my bestfriend~
Speaking of Bestfriends, i've got great news regarding Freaky... Well, its really great news and im so very happy for him! Very2 much! Well, Freaky's in a relationship and he's bagged himself a total hottie! (that lucky bastard) seriously i envy him soo much cause the way he describes how they interact with each other is soo heart gushingly cute! It seems Freaky is soo much in love that i hope their relationship blossoms and i give them my blessings~ He's so lucky to have found love, cant say the same for me~ sometimes i wonder everyday... I always fall for people yet no-one ever falls for me~ yes, its a very bitter thing to think about, anyways congrats Freaky you lucky bastard =)
Haha, it is somehow refreshing to know that something good is happening to the people you care about, For instance Freaky's in a relationship, Donut seems to be progressing in they ways of love himself (though he needs to practice on detecting hints), Nysa and Yaya's relationship is very overwhelming, so full of love and commitment on both sides, Ash is at KL right now enjoying a vacation with his family, Bibi on the other hand is probably acting like a love sick puppy right now missing Ash and Naqib's off to his motherland for the school Holidays~ So many good things happening, yes, it really does feel refreshing~ *breathes in* *picturing things in mind* *breathes out* i think i feel a lil bit better, heheh~
Oh and i almost forgot, soon i'll be uploading pics from our trip to Berakas Beach which was awesome and very much the bomb, it felt very nice how me along with my friends got together having a great time, enjoying the ocean breeze and each other's company, not to mention having a very fun time singing-along with each other with our own lyrics to boot~ Hehehe~ all in all it was a great event, truly a GBL tradition even if the gang was incomplete, i enjoyed it very much~ Thank you friends and Happy Holidays
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