01 July 2009

I've felt worse

I went to the dentist today for the first time in my 17 years of living life and suprisingly there was no pain, no agony and actually it felt pretty quick eventhough in reality the procedure took more than half an hour. Ironically the pain and the agony that im feeling now is because of my ulcer filled toungue. 4 big ones to be exact and they are a bitch! Totally making my life a living hell. Anyways, i went to the dentist today because i wanted an extra tooth to be removed because the tooth was scraping my ulcers like crazy. The experience was interesting, i mean there was like a lot of things that i felt was being done to me, i felt the dentist breaking of the tooth, i felt some grinding, some pulling, i felt the dentist sew something inside my mouth, felt the nurse suctioning the liquids and i definitely felt and tasted blood, lots of it. Its pretty uncomfortable really. I find my experience kinda funny because, after i was given the chemical that numbed me and allowed me to feel no pain (i know the name but im not sure of the spelling), practically half of my face from the left side of my mouth to my left nostril was numb for like half a day! Its funny because i could only feel the right side of my face while my left side especially my lips felt tingly and kinda dead too and it also felt sorta plump. Like my lips on the left side were being pumped with something to make them thicker which made me feel like Megan Fox. You know with her very pumped up and pouty lips. Thats how i felt!

Of course now the numbness is gone and i kinda miss that lost extra tooth of mine. Kind of. I have another appointment though with the dentist to take off my stitches or whatever their called. Today, i've gained another life altering experience, this experience totally belongs with the time i donated my blood at school. Mind you that both of those times i thought that it would hurt but apparently both of it didn't. Eventhough both times there was a needle involved. Totally fuckin great ey? I know its lame to think that these experiences are awesome but hey, when your like me, even buying a whole lot of chocolate seems awesome. Actually just bought a lot of chocolate and i feel a sorta rush cause i dont do chocolate. Anyways, these little moments make life a little bit interesting, not in an edgy way but more like a clear "open your eyes" kinda way.

PS: Just watched the season finale of Grey's Anatomy which made me wanna say
I LOVE YOU
to everyone i care about the most and the ones i really cherish (you know who you are!) just wanna mention that just in case something unexpected happens to me or any of you...
LIFE IS TOO SHORT

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