Hello there, things havent really progressed from my last post, i mean everytime i wanna ask something from my sister i get scared shitless... My shampoo has been out since last week and im just barely getting by with adding water to the remaining shampoo solution! I dont have the guts to ask her to buy my shampoo cause theres only 1 place that sells my shampoo and it is totally far and if you knew my sister as long as i do, you'll know she's not the kind who would interrupt her spare time by doing a favour for her lil bro. Another reason for me to hate her so much that cow!
In other news, i've been very interested in dancng nowadays =) i mean, i've been dancing my ass off everytime i hear a rockin or poppin beat and dancin used to be a huge no-no for me cause i used to be insecure about dancing considering my size. But now im like nodding my head like yeah! swinging my hips like yeah! i love the feeling you get when you dont have a care in the world and just move your body to the music with such passion and animality that you wanna just keep on dancin so the feelin wont fade away! I've finally experienced the therapeutic effects of dancing and i am loving it bitch! haha! plus! in the light of all these shows filled with dance routines such as Glee, So you think you can dance? and Superstars of dance, i find that all the different genres of dance contain their own kind of unique beauty, like the elegant yet edgy moves of Vogueing, the time-warping awesomeness of pop'n'lock-ing and the beauty that is ballroom dancing. I just love it! Like, today i watched the whole 2 hours of So you think you can dance and yesterday i totally loved Superstars of dance, damn! im gettin pretty obsessed. Maybe this obsession came due to the lack of anything to do in my part, but hey, this new obsession of mine is pretty cool! haha!
Oh i almost forgot that yesterday i totally had fun hangin out with Freaky, Nysa and Yaya... Freaky needed help about some art thing where i had to take pics of him at the beach, at first t was only me and Freaky and then i invited Nysa who then brought Yaya. We spent most of our time yesterday at Pantai Tungku. We arrived there about 2.30 pm and left at about 6.30 pm! boy did we have fun! hahah! its been a while since i've hanged with Nysa so yesterday was totally refreshing cause i miss that bee-yotch sooo much! hahaha! a guy like me must have his hag ok?!? hahaha! Although, Yaya was pretty awkward, seriously awkward, i mean when i tried to like interact with him, it was like i did all the talking while he just listened and responded in the form of 1 sentence each time! So i was like wha??? seriously, there is no pleasing that guy! Trust me, i like him, he doesn't have any evil, bad or annoying personality traits at all but i just find difficulty in finding common ground with him, believe me, i've tried and for countless times i have failed damn miserably! Its okay though, i guess we just dont have chemistry or sparks together.... Unlike me and Yazid...
*sigh* Yazid... I miss that SOB, i was hoping that he would join me and Freaky yesterday but no such luck! he had to study for an exam he had! Damn, if he didn't have to study, we would've completed our triumvate! Sometimes im always thinkn about my friendship with Z because our friendship is like nothing else, we seem to be 2 different people with totally different interests yet when we're together, fireworks happen! haha! Thats the reason that sometimes i call him my soulmate because he's seriously my bestfriend to a point that eventhough we're separated, once we meet up, its like I/He never even left my side... Even other people have pointed out the uniqueness of our bond which some people found weird to a point that they thought we were an item which was very gross! i can imagine myself dating anyone except Z! hahaha! Its very funny actually, we've been bestfriends for a very very very long time! You can say that were childhood friends actually cause i knew him since we were about 6 or 7 years old. Back then i didn't realise we would turn out to be perfect for each other, hahaha! I mean He loves sports, I dont, I love anything fabulous or glamorous, he doesn't, I think about other people, he's selfish and so on... see? were like totally different yet you cant deny our bond! hahaha, For my whole life, i've been searching for friends like Z yet none can measure up to him, its like with the others, theres something missing but i dont know what. Who knows, maybe our friendship was destined by fate, maybe we really are soulmates of the friendship kind or maybe its just something mundane... Whatever it is though, im just hopin that our friendship will last, you know? Cause Z is the bestest friend i've got, He's my brother from another mother! =P
And i do love him like a brother and a friend... Nothing more and nothing less....
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